i’m not sure i’ll ever forgive you for what you did to my friend. the way you chipped away at his mind. a hammer and a nail tapping against his heart for all those years. the way you rotted his perception of who he was and how to love. you’re not clean from this. this whole mess is the one you made. slangs and arrows, misfortunes and those misfortunate you took no mercy on a kid. we don’t come into this world alone and there’s a reason for that but you seem to have misplaced your alibi on the scene of the crime. you just couldn’t help yourself. such easy prey are the weak and wounded. cheap shots aimed at the bloodstream. you were supposed to protect him. you were supposed to keep him safe. you were his god given guardian. the chosen one he came from. but you couldn’t love him, could you? you couldn’t be kind. you couldn’t be nice. you had to be mean. you had to shout the obscenities out of his mind. how could you be calm at a time like this? caring? who had the grace. gentle? who had the patience. he needed to be dealt with.
he couldn’t stay in your house forever.
you are his f*****