7. it looked like a photo i should‘ve taken
My hips, your hips, zero gravity, headed to the moon.
A holding tranfixed, making kisses forget to exist.
You weren’t getting the fucking hints.
Or maybe, we’ll never know.
You loved to look at me.
But couldn’t stand to hear me nervous.
And plus, I was a little nervous.
I liked you.
I let it pass.
Catch my breath.
Caught my balance.
God, I love my home.
Don’t you?
I’m assuming you’re the only one that will read this one.
You were the first person I called.
I don’t care who you really are.
Get in line or get lost.
That’s what happened with you.
You’d look but not touch.
I don’t like boyish games.
You were using likes like a knife.
Getting to know you felt like cacti.
You always seemed so secure.
I would never say something mean about you.
I wanted to keep you that soft.
I wanted to cover you with glass and adore you forever.
Explosions at the trail head.
The crooks and the bloods are racing today.
Why would you think you were bad news?
You are the best thing.
But you don’t and you didn’t.
I have to show you everything.
So dreamy in your dreamland.
Like a movie scene in black and white.
Oh, here we go again with the delusions.
You spent too much time just thinking.
Fingers snapped, I had to get you up.
No one ever admitted it.
Everyone else stole from me.
All you needed was to hear me.
Felt me from a thousand miles away.
You had more gold than the rest.
I’d never seen magic before.
I had it all.
Everything you asked for.
I didn’t even like the shirt you wore.
I just liked you.
But you’re so beautiful.
I wanted you to know.
I had to cut off the blade.
Take the haze away.
I don’t like the liars and the cheats.
You know that.
The sun’s shine and moon’s radiance.
You were the milky way on a shooting star.
I wanted to capture you forever.