12. 



i don’t speak about the dead
though, god rest their souls
the memories i hold
die at your casket’s side

in a rush to get out of here
but you don’t even know
where the hell are you going?

taking life so slow
adrenaline junkie
bringing the rainfall
feeling what you warmed

how everyone you see
is who you made them to be
right before the devil
took your scenes away

like leeches
with the stroke of your blood
painting the roses red  
the wand you gifted
the pearls you purchased
the flowers you grew
now, using you

playing with your death
like water colors on paper
an art form for the weak
but clever none the less  

the thieves, the crooks
the liars, the cheats
they robbed you blind
took the rubies if they could

the artist and the muse
what will never be
isn’t that how the pope died?

cowardice queens
like scorpions on the throne
your brains and beauty
bottled in basements
the most unholy
sacrificial pilgrimage

they got what they wanted
they got nothing at all

to have and to hold  
the sticks and stones
from flesh to burial bones

dark clouds coming in
here we are again
serial smile
the sun and the moon
where rain meets sky
nothing lies